I’ve been clean of “cutting” for 8 months.
Like a smoker craving Nicotine, my brain switched and told me, that I need that searing, blissfull release ..
What should I do?
You don’t care.
You wont even see this.
You don’t understand what it’s like.
You don’t know what’s going on in my head.
Your not there anymore.
You destroyed everything that was me.
And you have no idea how much I want you back.